had been a very long time ever since i had the feeling im having now.

have u ever cried with ur pillow and no one consoled u?

i just cried with my pillow and no one consoled me.

have u ever felt desperate in finding someone to talk to but no someone for u to talk to?

im now feeling so desperate in finding someone to talk to but no one for me to talk to.

i really wana cry all my sorrow out till i got no more tears to drop.

well perhaps blogging is a good way for me to throw my frustration.

vent my anger.

'listen' to all my sorrows.

i miss those days tat just 1 call or just 1 msg.

all will come out to talk to laugh and even to cry.

but now?

things had change.

again.

im tired.

real tired.

mentally tired.

abt work?

yes.

there is really endless work for me to complete.

it seems like to take forever to finish.

24hrs per day is not enough for me.

hais.

abt relationship?

yes.

i just feel tat im a useless gf.

he is in trouble yet i cant do anything to help him.

i dunno wat to do.

isn't it im useless?

hais.

i really dunno wat will happen next.

really hope and pray tat everything will turn better.

y is my life have to go thru so much ups and downs.

i really got enough of those le.

when can i have my carefree life?

when im old in my 80s?

oso dunno im tat long life or not.

hais.

all i want is to enjoy life.

y cant i?

sat n sun off.

this week i only work 4 days.

isn't it great?

lols.

hope my next mth schedule will be this wonderful too.

wahaha~

=DD

had been msging ppl dating them out for my celebration.

xmas celebration too!!

hee.

abit kiasu?

ok lah.

all ppl so busy.

if nv book them early think they wont be free de.

haa.

but i still got no idea where to go yet.

any suggestions?

hee.

=p

appreciate for those who replied me.

for those who nv reply.

does it mean tat they dont seem to care?

i wonder.

so do i need to care whether they attend or not?

im still wondering.

hmmm... ...

so shocking.

last week saw diana during work.

ytd receive her msg saying she getting engage on 9dec.

wow congrats her!!

hope i can go ba.

dont dare to request another sunday off again.

coz i had request 3 weekends off liao.

opps!

bleah!

dont envy wat others are having.

achieve wat u wana get.

(:

my 5 days class is over.

got another cert.

got another diploma.

did not get dean's list.

did not get any award back.

of coz im sad.

still i had already done my best.

wat the consultants and bosses say is right.

did not get any award is alright.

the most impt thing is to apply wat we had learnt during th 5 days in store.

yup.

(:

back to work.

more confident.

troubleshoot things and equipments is in my fingertips le.

can think fast le.

haa.

5 days did not work in store.

i missed my store.

i missed my crews.

slowly there had became my second home liao.

haa.

i had overcome the fear of doing cloing alone.

unlike the first few times got so much problems.

lols.

but still there is so many ppl objecting me working this.

i still find no reason for me to leave this job.

the bottom line is.

i love this job.

unless one day i hate this job.

i will leave.

if not i feel tat no one have the right to stop me from wat i love to do.

tat include my love ones.

(:

met diana at my work ytd.

recently so got fate with my poly friends.

think its really time for us to have a gathering ba.

but when?

lols.

at times.

im still afraid.

i still feel so insecure.

i still having the fear of losing tat i used to have.

i dont want!

I dOnT wAnT!!

I DONT WANT ALL THESE~!!!

but.

we both love each other so much tat dont bear to leave.

hee.

=p

so qiao.

2 days ago met my ai ren at bugis.

i did not notice her.

is like suddenly got 2 hands appear right infront of me.

as if wana slap me like tat.

haa.

den i realise is her.

im so shocked.

i shouted lor.

lols.

miss my ai ren so much.

oso dunno when we can meet again.

soon k?

again so qiao.

met zhao at marina square my workplace there.

he was with those guys tat im not close with.

so nv go and say hello to them.

haa.

they was not at mac.

they was beside at starbucks.

everything is just so damn qiao lor.

i was outside taking delivery then zhao walk pass mac.

i was like 'ehh zhao~!!'

lols.

den we chatted for awhile.

yeah long ago i expected for sure he sure say me.

i did not organise chalet.

-_-

he always blame me on this.

since feb last day of sch.

till july de graduation.

till oct zhao went ns liao.

i still nv organise.

haha.

seriously i dunno when we can get all together again leh.
is tat possible?

who can make it possible?

when can this be possible again?

yo hoo~!!

i had uploaded all my recent pics.

college and photoshop them le.

all at my friendster le.

haha dolly lisa sorry for the delay.

to apologise i had email u 2 liao.

hee.

for the rest of u all who wants invidual photos.

try ur luck and catch me on msn ba.

coz the file is too large cant attach to email.

ohh ya!!

do comment on the college i had done wor.

enjoy seeing!

hee.

=p

work work work.

got so much things to do.

endless stuffs to complete.

going to mid month le.

pay cut off date is drawing near.

lotsa stuffs to key in.

need to be quick coz i wont be in store for abt a week.

wait my crews got less pay all come aft me den i die liao lor.

work work work.

argh~

hmm.

things really seems like changing as time goes.

i felt so insecure.

like wat i used to feel.

i dont like to feel it tat way.

im really afraid the insecure feeling will one day become losing.

i really cant afford to lose.

hais.

perhaps im just thinking too much?

or im not used to this kind of sudden change of lifestyle?

or im just simply asking too much?

i really wish hope and pray tat i wont make another mistake.

(:

had iris bdae celebration at waraku.

no full attendance.

but we still enjoy ourselves.

(:

will upload all my photos soon.

no time to photoshop them.

will do all one shot when i got the time.

dont come aft me for the photos.

esp dolly and lisa.

opps!

lols.

=D

im doing quite well at work.

learning things bit by bit as days goes by.

adapting to the stress.

going for class on the 12nov.

looking forward for the class.

coz aft class im certified assistant manager.

den i got 1 less thing to stress abt le wat.

coz go for the class need to do so much pre work.

like doing homework lor.

so on the 17nov back to work.

can happily wear my '2nd assistant manager' nametag liao.

'trainee manager' nametag can throw aside liao.

den next month pay higher le.

haa.

next.

things going very well between me and him.

the time we spend together is really much more lesser den before le.

coz of his work and my work.

reallie hope tat work wont pull us apart.

happy 2mths.
(:

work is so stress.

now i really can feel the stress of being a manager.

just came back from work and oso management meeting.

and found out i got so many things to do.

and so many things have not done yet.

tats working life ba.

finish work my whole mind still thinking of work.

wat are things i still need to do.

wat are things not done yet.

haiyo stress ah.

haa.

hais.

i really envy those ppl having perfect family.

unlike mine.

dont have a mother who can really understand how youngster feel and wat youngster wan nowadays.

her mindset is stucked in her oldies.

and oso my relationship with my brother is not tat close like how others treat their siblings.

they can be best friends.

hais.

is not i dont want to go home.

somehow i dont like to go home.

i go home like no one bother abt me.

i go home like a dumb.

no one talk to me.

go home like so weird.

they like strangers.

hais i noe tat should not be the way.

but i dunno how to change the way.

i really dunno wat to do lah.

had a great full attendance gathering on our liu jie's birthday.

had our dinner at grapevine.

(:

my work had been very good.

when i went back to kallang for visit or for class.

ppl ask me how's work?

my ans will be 'very good.. better den kallang'.

yup tats the truth.

the crews there are good.

the impt thing is tat the management team there is united.

no badmouth.

no chaos.

no backstabbers.

unlike kallang's.

im really fortunate tat im transferred there.

with such a great resturant manager and 1st assistant.

i must really appreciate and do a good job.

looking forward for my class next month.

and i already take over payroll le.

can say i progress very fast le.

less den 2mths i already doing shift.

did cashsheet.

and oso had took over payroll.

although there's some crop up in my cashsheet lah.

lols.

need practice ba.

i believe i can do a good job de.

(:

met josias when i went back kallang 2 days ago.

and he congrat me regarding my promotion,

so happy.

to think back.

audrey did not even congrat me at all.

wat the shit right?

i miss my crazy five girls.

i miss our bitching and laughing session.

when can we have another one?

kbox session too!!

rmb those times tat we went until we got sore throat and our stomach are so full when we walked out of kbox?

lols.

but we are all so busy nowadays.

work work work.

we are all working now.

if u all free must ask me out de wor.

hee.

meet up soon~!

=p

i noe in life u will nv feel contented.

in any moment u will want sth more.

but at least now i feel so contented in my current life.

having wat i wanted and wished for.

got a stable job and im so happy working there.

having my friends and love one ard me and i love them so much.

really hope tat i wont lose anything or anyone of them.

really cant imgine i lose any of them.

think my life will be miserable and terrible ba.

haa.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY DURING EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE~!!

=D

if u all got read newspaper.

u might noe one of the unit opposite my block caught fire.

its already abt 3am.

i worked closing reached home abt tat time.

its so scary to see a huge water hose on the main road frm my hse.

all the way thru the carpark.

den to the cover walkway under block.

i already noe sth weird is happening.

i walked further along the walkway.

i saw ALOT of ppl.

hello its 3am.

y on earth ppl are not sleeping but loittering under block.

ppl was looking and facing up.

den i saw 2 fire engines.

im scared.

im shocked.

im panic.

i called my mother immediately.

to ask her where is she.

she told me she was outside the hse.

den i look up where all the ppl were looking.

it was actually opposite my block.

i relax abit.

i went up my hse and ask my mother wat happen.

she told me hse caught fire lor.

just now i reached home i read the news le.

the little girl who like to play fire and 'finally' the hse caught fire.

its midnight and her mother not at home.

wth lor.

read the link below and u will noe wat happen actually.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/STIStory_167016.html

hee.

lazy to type out the whole story lah.

lols.

hmm.

feeling stress actually.

i met few friends tat had not been contacting for quite some time.

i met ivor few days back near my hse.

he asked me whether im studying uni or not.

i said no.

fine.

next i met jinlong on msn.

he asked the same thing.

sians.

is like ppl 'expecting' me to study uni.

but the fact is i did not.

aiya watever it is.

i enjoy working life now.

i dont care wat ppl say abt me.

(:

here comes another post ever since my last post.

most of u all shld noe tat my life had changed quite alot.

had changed job surounding and new post.

yup i finally got promoted.

happy with wat im doing now.

having good restaurant manager.

having good colleagues.

having good crews.

im consider lucky le.

hope my luck will be with me where ever i go.

will i stay at mcd forever?

maybe?

i really dunno.

i dont find anything bad if i work there.

if i really like the job.

y not right?

is it a waste?

i dont think so ba.

now i realise promotion in mcd oso see qualifications de.

experience is not impt.

if u got the cert.

u will get the post.

so if i think back.

if i nv get my diploma.

think i wont be a 2nd assistant manager.

think i will just be a floor manager nia.

hmm when will be my next promotion?

im aiming to get promoted to 1st assistant manager in 5yrs time.

(:

another thing is i found someone who love me truefully.

i hope so.

really hope pray bless tat i wont meet the wrong one again.

it really took me time and alot of courage to accept him.

he gave me the courage to fall in love again.

he gave me confidence to believe in guys again.

he let me realise tat actually there are still good guys ard me.

this time round i really did consider.

im not as silly as last time le ba.

i think so.

consider real hard.

some of u might noe.

some of u are there for me during the days tat im considering.

telling u all stories abt him.

telling u all things he done for me.

thanks for giving me advices.

really thanks tat being there for me.

actually he did ask me whether i had forgotten the past.

den i told him.

forgetting the past is one thing.

forgetting the way tat he hurt me is another thing.

watever it is.

wat is past let it past ba.

i really hope tat he is my mr right tat i had been searching for.

we had been together for a mth le.

things had changed.

he started to get angry easily.

i started to throw temper easily.

we both realise tat.

we talked abt it too.

its like we both noe each other more le.

den hack care le lor.

we noe tat tat's normal and common for couple.

but we both just dont want tat to happen.

its not very good lor.

yup.

i promised not to throw temper easily.

i promised not to show attitude easily.

(:

both of us oso noes tat for the first few mths are so-called 'honeymoon period'

we asked each other 'can our honeymoon period last forever?'

we hope so too

(:

initially i dont dare to love him so deeply with my whole heart.

im still scared tat i will get hurt again.

he noes tat.

but i see him love me so much.

i just feel tat its unfair to him if i dont love him as much as he love me.

so as time goes by.

slowly i love him more and more le.

if there's anything goes wrong again.

seriously shit i really dunno wat to do.

dunno wat will i become.

well so just hope tat everything goes fine.

nothing bad will happen between us.

(:

dont think i got bf le i forget u all wor.

im not tat kind of friend de wor.

i will still find time to meet u all up.

ar bo u all can try ur luck to go marina square mcd to look for me lor.

haha.

lucky june and shinyi.

went to find me juct nice im working.

thanks for the subway.

im sorry tat im busy at tat point of time.

got no time to do drinks for u all.

hees.

=p

i miss you all~!!

wow.

almost half a mth nv update liao.

haa.

had shinyi aka my wu jie's 20th bdae celebration at chomp chomp.

had shanyun's 20th bdae belated celebration at her hse for a steamboat.

(:

jun was admitted to hospital coz of her back de 'slip-disc' not in place.

dont ask me wats tat.

coz i oso dunno.

had been going to hospital aft work to visit her.

hey im ur second friend who go and visit u hor.

see how impt u are to me and how impt im to u.

lols!!

=D

finally there is someone doing something abt my promotion.

finally i got wat i wanted for so long.

its not my dream but my aim instead.

im promoting to assistant manager wef 1sept.

and i will be transferring to marina centre.

dolly and lisa: actually i wana tell u all personally de but dunno y these few days nv meet up.

haa.

anyway u all no need worry abt me liao.

im not at geylang east central.

no siao lang.

lols.

ehh char bos meet up soon leh.

missing u all liao.

lols.

lots of things and stuffs and happenings to tell u all leh.

hees.

=p

well as for me and him.

had been hanging out with him quite often these few days aft work.

yup i told him im giving him a chance.

but not so soon.

i told him to give me another mth to see whether he is the one.

and at the same time i oso want him to think thru carefully whether am i the one.

as wat many ppl ard me told me.

must enjoy the period of time tat a guy is wooing u.

its rare.

yup now i realise is really rare.

so im enjoying happily now.

hees.

im feel happy and enjoy the times being out with him.

i dont feel anything weird or bad.

so is he the one?

will find out soon.

(:

i ever think before how i wish i can be like jun hospitalise.

how many ppl come and visit me.

den i can count how many true friends are there ard me.

CANDICE happy 20th birthday!!!

haha.

thanks for the treat just now.

really nv thought of u are giving us a treat today.

i thought it was just a dessert session nia.

ended up we having stingray sotong prawn rojak and dessert.

omg~

lols.

well although it was just a hawker treat.

i believe the 4 of us enjoyed ourselves thoroughly.

can see it from our damn loud laughter.

our laughter is really OMG lor.

lols.

anyway thanks candice.

hope u will enjoy ur dae with ur beloved eden.

(:

i dont think candice read my blog afterall.

lols.

well well well.

dolly ah.

lisa ah.

i really damn sad.

feeling damn hopeless.

the more i think.

the more i really dunno wat to do leh.

yup like wat u all said.

if this really drags on.

it will really break up de.

ya i noe.

ya i understand.

but the rest understand mah?

hais.

it takes 2 hands to clap.

for wat im the only who stress?

for wat i do the initiative and no one else initiate?

hais.

i really dunno wat else can i do to save it.

to prevent it from breaking up.

really feel like crying now.

how i wish...

yeah felt so glad tat michelle call me up today!

so damn shock to hear my hp ring.

den saw 'michelle tong' and the pic both of us took at sentosa.

100% SHOCK~!

lols.

ask me when wana meet.

at least she cares to call me up for a meet up.

thanks for remembering me.

we had not been seeing each other for abt 6mths liao.

shld be meeting on next mon.

i asked my airen.

she michelle oso jio ah boon.

this kind of friend is worth to treasure.

looking forward for our meet up.

(:

haa.

the most funny part is when i wana meet up with michelle all.

i still ask dolly whether are we meeting on mon oso or not.

coz we too much program liao ah.

wait crash hafta pang seh one side.

not nice lah.

lols.

=D

friends.

friends..

friends...

now 'friends' made me headache man.

hais~

2 weeks nv online.

busy me ah.

haa.

working.

go out aft work.

stay and slack at workplace aft work.

so go home late almost everyday lor.

=p

had watched the movie SECRET with mike and his friends on national day eve.

the movie is nice but its totally unrealistic lor.

7/10.

den went to boat quay qool bar aft movie.

stay up till 5plus den go home.

my national day plan was totally smashed.

my national day mood was totally smashed too.

although i only slept 4hrs den go to work.

i dont feel tired at all.

im in the mood of working.

im high for the whole day.

looking forward to watch fireworks aft work.

but when i finish work liao.

receive a msg.

seriously lah.

my mood really drop from the top to the most bottom.

hais.

sad lah.

i really worth nothing.

fireworks fireworkds fireworks.

how i wish...

last fri had been dragged to double o by dolly.

haha.

i went is oso coz i nv been there b4 lah.

is actually to celebrate dolly's friend bdae.

ended up lisa and me went oso.

haha.

so damn qiao met jefflina and joey there.

lols.

double o de music no nice so we went down to o bar.

nicer.

we stayed there till 3am till it closes.

aft tat no more plan.

so went home lor.

today off day.

did not go out.

wanted kbox de.

but i budget.

candice budget

dolly budget.

so we all decide to stay at home.

wont spend any money.

lols.

tats all for now ba.

will try to update soon.

miss everyone to care to read my blog!!

love ya~!!

=D

hais.

aft an hour of reading blogs.

thinking.

and some reflections.

yup i did realise tat it had been quite some time ever since i met up my jies.

ever since the harry potter movie ba.

well if i were to ask.

how long it had been ever since our full attendance?

i really dont wish to think back.

but i think i noe the ans.

its really saddening lor.

where did our promises goes to?

dump into the sea?

or disappear into thin air?

hais.

i really dunno wat to do lah.

just tell me wat to do ba.

i had been always trying my best to msg everyone for gathering.

do u noe tat its so damn fucking frustrated with no reply?

some might not noe coz u nv did tat b4.

i dont wana continue with all my nasty words.

i really dunno wat the rest think abt this sistership or rather friendship.

if still treasure it.

so pls be more initiative ba.

i really really really feel very HOPELESS lor.

hais.

who can understand?

no one ba.

im so sad now.

who can be the one to be here with me and to an wei me?

btw there's NO OFFENCE to wat i had just said.

if u feel offended.

im really sorry.

ohh ya.

forgot to add.

tue aft dinner at steakhouse we all went to watch ALONE.

its a nice show.

worth to watch it.

but becareful.

u might be deaf if ur eardrums are not strong enough.

lols.

its like more to the volume made us scared rather den the show made us scared.

btw just came back from a movie marathon.

meet up candice eden and one of eden friend.

we planned to watch SIMPSONS de.

yup.

its funnie.

worth to watch too.

we finish the show ard 845.

its like still early.

den eden suggested to watch another movie.

den i sae watch VACANCY lor.

coz heard tat its a horror movie too.

but more to triller lah.

so we really continue to watch another movie.

but.

vacancy like not nice de lor.

can say is damn bo liao lor.

totoal its like only 8ppl acting in the show nia.

no storyline oso.

so i suggest NOT to watch if u all havent watch it.

best lah.

within 2 days watched 3movies.

power lor~

lols!

mark sim came down today to tell me wat he will be doing to make me promote.

sounds reasonable.

and oso dont wana put him in a difficult suitation.

so wat to do?

have to wait again.

hais.

how long will it take man.

but on the other hand.

i think not much ppl will go for tat position de ba.

well.

better dont be so confident.

but if i still dont get anything after everything.

i think i will hate mark sim?

haha.

finally made the first move.

well i will observe and see hows the suituation.

(:

well well well.

a couple of days did not update.

lotsa stuffs happened.

yup.

thought kids to do some art and craft.

at first had up croked up.

but everything still went on smothly.

hmm there's another issue.

on my way to work tat day.

i went to work together with irene tay.

who is one of the hq ppl.

den she get to noe tat i got another job liao.

at the same time she asked me am i interested in becoming SAE (store activities excecutive).

for ur info.

im STAR (store activities representatives).

so SAE is actually my boss.

my SAE is resigning.

as of today i think she had resigned liao.

so irene was thinking whether im interested to takeover her.

well well well.

y not do a familar job with better pay.

rather den doing a new job with lesser pay.

so i told her can consider.

den she msg mark sim who is my business manager.

den he came immediately to my store to talk to me.

im so damn freaking stress when he reached and wana talk to me.

i dont dare to go near him.

lols.

den he talked to me.

but he will come back to me again lah.

is like 99.9% of the ppl is encouraging me to go for it lor.

den jun overhead tat i might have higher chance in promoting.

so hopefully its real lah ah.

went to wheelocks fish n co to look for samuel.

long time ever since i met him.

thank god he's working.

so jun and me got discount from him.

lols.

lucky he say i slimed down liao.

if not i will leave there immediately.

lols.

my business consultant fred had left the company aft 24yrs and 8mths of commitment.

so sad tat he left.

we all will miss him de.

celebrated dolly's bdae at steakhouse located at cineleisure.

i bot a dress too.

it cost a bomb lor.

but its nice lah.

sometimes still have to pamper myself de.

but not everytime lah.

im not tat rich to pamper myself everytime.

haa.

btw photos will be uploaded in my friendster.

lazy to upload it here.

lols.

thanks nina for the chat.

thans for making me cry aft a long time.

well okie.

i will think it thru de.

(:

teaching kids to do art and craft is my first time.

and im gonna do it in another like 8hrs time.

really hope tat nothing will goes wrong.

(:

wat happen my dear girl?

dont stress dont sad k?

we crazy girls for sure will acc u de!

muacks~

*HUG HUG*

i better go and catch some slp.

hafta wake up at 6am.

-_-

its almost 5am liao.

omg~!!

not i just reach home.

im home ard 2am plus.

still late.

y?

coz of work.

these few day i will be quite busy lor.

having quite a big event at my store on coming saturday.

i oso dunno y somehow im ended up in-charge of this event.

omg~

stress~~

im like doing all the work.

tats y i work till so late.

and stay up to now!!

event on sat.

so FRIDAY i hafta stay up LATE in store to set up everything and get ready.

and SATURDAYi hafta be in store EARLY MORNING like 8am.

dolly ah.

read those words in caps and bold?

how ah?

i oso dunno leh.

i will try my very best to finish up my work fast on fri night.

but the earliest is still 11pm leh.

den hor.

i dont think i can stay till late as sat i hafta work damn early.

i cant dont slp coz im the one talking during the event.

argh~

hais!!

so this is the sad story im talking abt.

i really hope and wish and pray tat i wont put u aeroplane.

i will try my freaking damn very best to be there k.

even though just for awhile.

or u dont want me to be there?

LOLs!!

at least i go lah ah.

just for you my friend.

(:

back form work.

well work was alright lah.

just voice out wat is right and wat is wrong lor.

seriuosly i got no idea wat the hell she wants lah.

and really i dont give a damn lah.

well anyway.

i gave my resignation to faridah just now.

she make noise lah.

she wants me to help her on weekends only.

hello~

i help u.

den who help me?

hais.

i dunno lah.

i claimed tat im tired.

but if i conpare all those ppl ard me.

think they are more tired den me.

those schooling friends working during weekends too.

those working friends.

working 2 jobs at the same time.

to earn extra income lor.

so shall i do tat too?

maybe ba.

den i got no life again.

sians~

hmm den aft work.

suddenly receive msg frm gan jiong asking where is my workplace.

jason and him wil go over to my workplace to see me.

haha.

ya the both of them really went.

jason's company good lor.

gave him a van for transport.

philip's company oso lor.

sent him to japan for work.

wah.

only work for few months can go overseas liao.

good life lah the both of them.

den we chatted for awhile.

den jason sent me home lor.

yup.

glad catching up with poly friends.

(:

anyway the chalet like too costly leh.

i oso dunno wat to do leh.

sians~

hais dolly ah~

i think and think and think ah.

am i the one shld be blamed?

u noe y..

its like aft me den he change to another person liao.

start to stop contacting u all.

stop hanging out with u ppl.

is it he noe tat i might tag along with.

so he might as well dont join u all.

hais is tat so?

coz i rmb he telling me tat he is afraid tat aft u all graduate.

ken will not be as brother as used to be.

but now is like he is the one who is backing off.

u get wat i mean?

is like everything just happen aft tat period of time.

so am i the cause of all these matter?

if really it is.

im really sorry.

wat can i do to help u all get back the friendship u all used to have?

im like feelng guilty right now.

hais~

like wat i had heard.

one person shldn't dont have problems and troubles de.

it will be really great tat if dont have any.

but seriously few ppl dont have.

when den can i dont have problems and troubles?

maybe wait till the day tat i get old?

or the minute b4 my last breathe?

or worst.

i even have to bring all my problems and troubles with me into the coffin and buried together with me?

hais~

just came back from a chatting session with jin kai and kie min.

haa.

dunno y aft tat day met the both of them on bus.

den these 2 days ask me join them for chit chat session.

was talking abt all those ghostly stuffs.

den kie min intro me to watch a ghost anime.

lols.

i watch anime de meh?

ya just started lor.

will get addicted?

maybe?

i dunno.

haha.

anyway.

they asking me out on 9august to watch firworks and marina liao.

so fast kena book liaos.

lalala~

=p

went to check chalet pricing.

no promotional price for weekends leh.

and somemore all of us can oso make it on weekends leh.

if no promotional price 3d2n $210.

promotional price 3d2n onlt $168.

big diff lors.

i oso dunno how.

discuss with the rest first ba.

going to work.

im like really totally sian le lor.

im really waiting for 31july to come.

den 1august going to have a new working environment.

going to learn lots of new things.

yup sounds interesting ah.

hee.

yup looking forward.

hmm on the other hand.

i used to so damn devoted working at mcd.

many ppl around me ask me to quit i dont bear.

but things do change lah.

not say i no longer devoted there le.

but the fact is ppl there change.

the working environment there change.

i cant take it le.

yes.

i really do wish to go to the next level to learn more stuffs.

but the ppl and environment there stop me form everything.

so its better for me to leave rather den me staying there to suffer even more.

so this time i have to say sorry and leave.

pls dont use any ways to stop me from leaving and ask me to stay.

seriously lah.

im really afraid tat my heart will grow slow leh.

i really hopei wont as the other job is waiting for me liao.

i cant put them aeroplane there.

yup.

wish me good luck and all the best ba~!!

(: